This angst can go away. I am tired of it. It has been growing and monday slammed in full force. I am anxious. I am un easy. I am filled with a feeling that can be described by nothing but jittery inside. I am not pleased with anything. I am restless.
I don’t know what is wrong. I don’t know how to fix it. It is wearinng me out. It makes my days long, I dont sleep well. The day seems long since nothing feels good to be doing.
I dont feel like cooking, So I cleaned. I kinda went on a paniced cleaning spree. I did up China’s room. I decided I want a bunk bed for that room. I reorginized my scrapbook stuff. I am going to work on a collage.
I have company coming next week. I am excited. Element comes home saturday I am excited. I just dont feel like it right now